tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-798284036970938181.post2198667037559383052..comments2021-08-30T14:45:35.027-05:00Comments on The Mindful Freethinker: The more things change, the more they stay the same...Janeenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12085755609836623027noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-798284036970938181.post-69674480113022274442016-07-28T12:00:20.172-05:002016-07-28T12:00:20.172-05:00I'm realizing that more. Makes me mad at mysel...I'm realizing that more. Makes me mad at myself sometimes because I feel like I've fallen for that classic trap. He was different in many ways when we were dating because he wasn't going to his church then. But others did see it and did try to warn me but lack of self-esteem and living in a dysfunctional family had me ignore it and then when my brother-in-law was murdered by my dad and it was all over the news, my maiden name as well, all I wanted was for John to come home from South Korea and for us to get married. Worst reason EVER to get married! I mean sure we were engaged but I think if things were different, if my family had been different, I would have been able to move on when he went to Korea in the first place that is if I hadn't dumped him for lying to me about his age to begin with.Janeenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12085755609836623027noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-798284036970938181.post-9994598456497697992016-07-28T11:42:55.470-05:002016-07-28T11:42:55.470-05:00Sure, as long as you are imprisoned he is happy......Sure, as long as you are imprisoned he is happy...<br /><br /><3Karenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03309932952235453461noreply@blogger.com